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Icon For Hire ~ Hope Of Morning ~ Lyrics

Dodano: 2014-07-02

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Opis materiału Icon For Hire ~ Hope Of Morning ~ Lyrics


                  Artist: Icon For Hire
Album: Icon For Hire
Song: Hope Of Morning
Track: 4
Video by: Ethelia Jumper

Lyrics:
My mind's a kaleidoscope, it thinks too fast
Blurs all the colors 'til I can't see past
The last mistake, the choice I made
Staring in the mirror with myself to blame
Sometimes I'm afraid of the thoughts inside
Nowhere to hide inside my mind
I'm scared that you'll compare and I'll look a lifetime past repair
I second guess myself to death, I re-solicit every step
What if my words are meaningless? 
What if my heart's misleading this?
I try to capture every moment as it comes to me
Bottle up the memories and let them keep me company

When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
I will not be giving in tonight

When I'm old and grey, or thirty, or whatever happens first,
I'll need you to reassure me I didn't waste a verse
Or worse, what if my life's work is reduced to just myself
Like never let you get a word in, while I dissect my mental health
Or lack thereof, whatever, there's too many things to track
I really can't remember if I'm insane or insomniac
Now days, all the kids want crazy, wanna diagnose themselves
Trade up made up epidemics, pass around prescription pills
But my disorder can't be cured by a bottle, blade, or dose
Self-disgust and selfishness tend to hold me awfully close
But I don't wanna let you see that, I don't want my friends to know
Self-disgust and selfishness take me everywhere I go

When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
I will not be giving in tonight

Try as I might to keep it together
Why is recovery taking forever
Fool the whole world, just until I get better
I'm terrified I'll be faking forever
On and on I wonder what went wrong inside my head
I don't have to have the answers, but tonight I wish I did
All the pain I can't explain away won't fade
All the the secrets silenced by the shame
Don't make me say it
Don't make me say it
Don't make me say it
Don't make me say it
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Don't make me say it
Don't make me say it
Don't make me say it

When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
I will not be giving in tonight
                

Komentarze


ari xoxo
i remember back in the spring of 2k18 when i found this song, i loved this song and listened to it on repeat for awhile before i eventually forgot about it. now, it’s spring of 2k19, nearly the summer of 2k19, and this song is one of the only things that truly comfort me, as im still drowning my own self hatred, depression and loneliness. i don’t really have anyone anymore, just my girlfriend and maybe a few other people, but no one really cares. the first verse of this song already hits me way too hard and basically says everything i can’t think of or just cant say.
Alvin Alcasas
At 1:46, it sounds like "straight up, made up epidemics"
MintIceCream
Bit of a rant below I feel the lyrics “straight up made up epidemics” mental health isn’t a fun tag. It’s hell on earth I have been suffering since I was young and I was officially diagnosed but it really hurts when people use it lightly. Pills help me I get them from my doctor but I can never be fixed. I can’t just magically be ok. I love icon for hire because I feel like the music understands how hard it is to get my point across without sounding like a pompous asshole because of how people use my disorders as ammunition. Depression isn’t sadness it’s when there is nothing wrong but you feel like it’s hard to breathe. Autism doesn’t make me behind the curve it makes me different and I don’t know things the way you do. High IQ doesn’t make me have good grades or make me a bragging asshole it makes me understand more. Anxiety isn’t being scared it’s hyperventilating because I can’t stop my mind from racing and crying and shaking. ADHD isn’t I just can’t sit straight it’s I can’t think about one thing and I’m failing because of it. This are how my disorders present may not be how yours do. Disorders aren’t just emotions there how my brain works. I just hate how people use these things so lightly. I’m sorry if it makes me a gatekeeper or a asshole I just want people to know what’s wrong with me without looking at me like I’m looking for attention or a charity case... I’m just so done being the speaker. I’m not perfect but I’m doing my damnedest I just want people to understand. I don’t want to have to feel like this.I just needed this of my chest thanks if you read this wether you agree or not.
purpledoggo
Oh god
Cross Reaper
I honestly love all the songs by her because I've got through tons of things just by listening to her
Yokoto12343
This song reminds me of the Manga "Demon Spirit Seed Manual"
Harun Çelik
:l-,
Lenora Sagen
holy shit she is reading my bloody mind...........
Meg g
Bruh i was making mac n cheese and the memory of this song came to my mind out of nowhere to remember when i was an edgy kid omg the nostalgia really did hit me hard
Dragon Jade
:-)